No
one would never ever imagine what we have.
Its between us.
Its between you and me.
No one has to know, cos no one would ever understand anyway.
We made a deal years ago, In the time we felt young and invincible. We were really invincible; we took all we wanted to have. We had it all and we felt it till the end, day by day, with no worries for the future.
The unspoken rules made us enjoy the moment, as we had no history neither a future. We knew the time was the only restriction, so we kept on pretending it didn’t exist at all.
Fearless as only together we felt.
After years I find myself still engaged to that old deal we made.
I didn’t even realize I was holding on to it, and thought that after all these years, I was totally over you. Over us.
But its never as u choose.
so here I am.
Thinking about those old times, now that we have a past but we have no present.
Trying to remember the small things, the touch, the smell, the taste.
Knowing we wont wait for each other, we never did and we never will. This is the rule, the unbreakable one.
Im waiting for me instead, to decide what im supposed to do with ur ghost all around.
You are so here, very present everywhere I go. No matter where I am, who I am with or what I am doing. Ive got u inside.
I donno what I am supposed to do.
But what I know is that ill see u. ill see u soon. Cos this is it, it is what it is, as its supposed to be.
I wont play against the path leading to you again.
I wont be afraid of the consequences. Cos when u do what u love, the whole universe sees u and help u playing ur game.
I will take it all, breath it in till the very last sip, drinking it to the very last breath.
Then look at me there, and see myself once more, after all these years, lost and delirious as only with u I could be.
The myself I don’t see since ages.
The real one, the one that cannot exist otherwise, if not there, under that sky.
Its between us.
Its between you and me.
No one has to know, cos no one would ever understand anyway.
We made a deal years ago, In the time we felt young and invincible. We were really invincible; we took all we wanted to have. We had it all and we felt it till the end, day by day, with no worries for the future.
The unspoken rules made us enjoy the moment, as we had no history neither a future. We knew the time was the only restriction, so we kept on pretending it didn’t exist at all.
Fearless as only together we felt.
After years I find myself still engaged to that old deal we made.
I didn’t even realize I was holding on to it, and thought that after all these years, I was totally over you. Over us.
But its never as u choose.
so here I am.
Thinking about those old times, now that we have a past but we have no present.
Trying to remember the small things, the touch, the smell, the taste.
Knowing we wont wait for each other, we never did and we never will. This is the rule, the unbreakable one.
Im waiting for me instead, to decide what im supposed to do with ur ghost all around.
You are so here, very present everywhere I go. No matter where I am, who I am with or what I am doing. Ive got u inside.
I donno what I am supposed to do.
But what I know is that ill see u. ill see u soon. Cos this is it, it is what it is, as its supposed to be.
I wont play against the path leading to you again.
I wont be afraid of the consequences. Cos when u do what u love, the whole universe sees u and help u playing ur game.
I will take it all, breath it in till the very last sip, drinking it to the very last breath.
Then look at me there, and see myself once more, after all these years, lost and delirious as only with u I could be.
The myself I don’t see since ages.
The real one, the one that cannot exist otherwise, if not there, under that sky.
